i feel like i was just watching myself...
you put them in my way, and i push them away .
i wanted it, i asked for it, but i threw it away.
told myself i didn't need it, didn't want it
wasn't worthy of it, but again you put them in my way,
i don't need any of them this
its easier to be alone
convinced myself no one cares, nor wants to know
i failed everyone
like they failed me
i have none, don't need none
they'll just get it the way(it's better that way)